Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Just Another Manic Monday

Well, so what, that is basically my feelings of the way that Monday went. OMG I about wanted to scream yesterday because of dumb questions. Last night on Jeopardy, there was a catagory of dumb answers, I felt like I had just lived the research for that catagory. I mean when you have to tell somone something over and over again, and it never seems to get through. Oh well enough of that.

Last night was really hard, storms scare the crud out of me and I was all alone last night in my first storm. I thought that I was going to scream!! It was so bad that it scared Sugar, my oldest dog, too. Harley, my baby dog, crawled up in my lap and licked me on the leg, kinda like telling me that I would be ok. But still when you know how much something scares the world out of someone, and that you are supposed to care about that person, even if that person is pushing you away, but the insist that they care about you, that they would at least pick up the phone and call to check to see if you are ok....Oh well what can you expect right. But thank you to the friend of mine that texted me through it all and my pups that love me...luckily the storm did now wake the kids...the couch is not big enough for more than a few of us.

Oh well like I said, may have been a mistake for someone to tell me to vent my opinion online, but I will do my best not to intentionally hurt someone's feeling.

Well, Tuesday is another day, let's take it to new heights in happiness, or at least try not to scream out loud at Milliken. :)

KEEP SMILING!!!

Monday, September 29, 2008

Dodi said to

Well I have started this blog because Dodi said that this was a really good way to vent my emotions, which as of late have been up and down. This sounds like a good idea, until you realize that you are really not sure that you want people to know what you are thinking sometime. I often have a problem keeping my mouth shut in times that I think that I should, but then all of a sudden it just all seems to flow out.

Well I look forward to just letting it out here, and prior to you reading anything else that I may find myself blurting out for no reason whatsoever that may offend you, I am sorry, but there are days when ya gotta say what you need to say just so that you do not bottle it up any longer and kill yourself on the inside because you have no one that you can talk to and let you feelings flow to.

Then on the other hand I will do my best not to let all my feelings flow, because not all the things that I feel are cared about and can affect our relationship and can then put a damper where dampers need to stay out of.

Ok there ya go...Happy Days are here again!!!! KEEP SMILING!